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Finishing…finally…

Confession time; last year I wrote three books.

Or rather I started writing three books.

One is a Ministry of Peculiar Occurrences Young Adult spinoff. It is all about a young engineering girl, called Verity Fitzroy. Some of you may have read the Precarious Child and Merry Christmas, Verity Fitzroy. So I have been meaning to get to her story for quite some time.

The second is Immortal Progeny. This is an epic fantasy about three sisters, and set in a world of temples battling to have their god be The One True God. Naturally they are battling with huge, Frankenstein like monsters, called Progeny.

The third is Hollywood Sentinels. This is set in 1920s Hollywood. There are Sumerian gods, an immortal woman who is constantly reborn, and lots of early Hollywood history. You know me, I love my history.

So I did all these things last year, half-writing three books, but completing none. Ouch. It’s been a good few years since I haven’t written at least one novel a year. It wasn’t like there wasn’t something going on; Ministry books came out, we wrote the Social Media for Writers book, and I appeared in a couple of anthologies.

Still, part of me was angry with myself for not finishing something, and maybe that tiny, negative little voices all writers carry around with them, started up.View from the top

Luckily I had some time in the Smoky Mountains of Tennessee to drive those thoughts away. With some of my favourite people in the world sharing a cabin for the week, I was able to suck down the equivalent of some creative juices Five House Energy, and kick start Immortal Progeny again.

This passed week I finally tapped out the last words of the book. Of course, there is always more, but I have done it. I have got over the road block in my way, pushing over the idea that I couldn’t finish a book anymore.

Next up is Hollywood Sentinels.

What happens to these stories remains to be seen, but what I do know is there are more stories crowding forward. Tee and I are mulling over an idea for something else to write together. Something epic.

I’ve started up a mailing list as well, just to let everyone know what is going on. Subscribe and I’ll keep in touch, but only when there is some exciting news.

For now, there is success. I finished a book!

Books of My Childhood

There is one of those memes going around asking which books have stuck with you, and it made me think about what those books would be for me. However, being an author, I couldn’t just make a list…it needs context, and character to tell the whole story.

I’ve said it before, and I’ll keep saying it, I blame my father, Roger Ballantine for getting me to be a writer. I am sure it wasn’t his plan, but when he read me as a bed-time story these words

In a hole in the ground, there lived a hobbit

I was set on that path. Later on, as a writer I came back to reading the Hobbit to my daughter, and I realised just how difficult to read aloud it is. Probably that is because Tolkien has a real Victorian style of writing, and is also coloured by his knowledge of epic poetry like Beowulf. It does make for long sentences. I only appreciated the effort it took my Dad to read this every night, when I had to do it!

But he didn’t stop there, he also read me Lord of the Rings. I can’t tell how many months or years that took, and maybe he abridged bits, but that was an act of love. Later I read the series myself, and it stuck with me. That aspect of worldbuilding was like Edmund Hilary getting to the top of Everest; everyone else followed in his tracks.

Now I was firmly entrenched in the world of genre fiction.

I proceeded over to the Narnia books. Like his pal Tolkien, CS Lewis carved out a place in my heart. They made kids the heroes, and they told me that there was magic in the world, even if I couldn’t see it. The Last Battle taught me just how easy it is to be broken by a book. You think GRR Martin slays characters you love? Well, at least his books aren’t for kids. Two words. Train accident.

The Dark is RisingThen I read the Dark is Rising Sequence by Susan Cooper.  This introduced me to the possibilities of weaving myth and legend into stories. I remember reading these books over and over again in an almost obsessive way.

Ender’s Game. Though now classified as a YA book, it wasn’t when I read it…it was just a book. Also, the abhorrent beliefs of the writer Orson Scott Card had not yet revealed themselves, so I was able to enjoy this book- something I feel sad that young readers today are less likely to be able to do. This book haunted me, mainly because it is about choices made and childhood being warped.

I don’t ever recall my parents telling me not to read something. I am sure they were watching what I was devouring, but I never felt their presence in it. Reading was just fun.

Later on in teenage-hood, I worked my way through Stephen Kings’s early works, Carrie, Pet Cemetery, and It. I enjoyed the shivers and the masterful way King blended the ordinary with the terrifying. However I didn’t keep reading beyond teenage-hood—maybe that was enough exploration of horror for me.

When I was at my Nana’s house, I also read her books. They seemed relics of the past…which I guess they were. Most of them had probably been her books when she was a child. I recall there was one series about a group of girls all called Catherine (?) who were summoned to attend this mysterious school which might have been in Cornwall. They had all sorts of adventures, and we trying to untangle the mystery of who was running the school and why they were attending. Being a British book it was probably some kind of tragedy!

If anyone can find out the title, then please let me know!

Anyway, shortly after that I started writing for myself, dragging around my green journal and scribbling away on it. So perhaps parents should be warned, if your child reads to much there is a distinct danger that they may become a writer!

Mind you, there are worse things to do I suppose…

Fascination with the Lost

Nana's Childhood homeI’ve always had a love of history that has run along with my love of writing. I adore combining the two, and right now one of the series I am working on is set in Hollywood in the 1920s.

I’ve also had a fascination with the lost memories, the forgotten experiences of the past. Like everyone else I enjoy tales of royalty, and grand battles that changed the face of the world.

Yet, I am also intrigued by the tiny, everyday details of history too. How ordinary people lived, what they did, and those mundane things of their everyday life. I even know exactly where the fascination for the past began.

One of my earliest memories if of my Nana and the tales she liked to tell me. She’d led an interesting life; the child of a gentleman farmer, her life had been forever changed when he died, and the family’s circumstances changed.

I hung on her stories of her childhood with servants who trimmed the hedges, and ponies purchased for her entertainment. Her later life she talked less about, and that was where the wondering and speculation began.

Then there was this older lady who came into the fabric shop I worked in right out of college. She was always impeccably dressed in black satin and lace, complete with long, matching gloves, and a fabulous wide-brimmed hat. She was well into her nineties, and loved to talk to those that had a moment. I recall how she spoke of the changes in Wellington, from telegraphs and horse drawn wagons, to cars and street lighting. I imagined all the things she had seen and done in that time.

So working with history for me, is the only way to try and inhabit that time. I like to think of it as my very own TARDIS, and like the Doctor’s time machine, it is definitely bigger on the inside.

You see, once you dive into research, it can be a deep, deep pool.

I started with buying books on Old Hollywood, particularly ones with old pictures. There is something about one picture of a place that can spark the imagination so much more than any number of pages of a book. It’s hard to believe in Hollywood today, but it was a tiny, farming ares before the movie people shifted out West for the better light. Flicking through images, and decades you can see the changes like it is indeed a movie.

So once I have the big picture, I want to know how life was for people.  That’s when I start wading into the deep water, and started reading the magazines (periodicals in librarian speak) of the age. That is where all the minuate of life contained in gossip can be found.

How would life have been for a young woman heading to Hollywood in the 1920s? What would she have heard on the street when she got off the bus? What smells she had encountered? How would she have made her living before breaking into the movies? Where would she have stayed so far from her family?

People these days tend to think of the time before their own life as conservative with everyone in their neat little boxes—but humans then are like humans now. There is a huge range of people who don’t accept what society tells them.

So plenty of adventurous women broke the bonds of what people expected, and headed to Hollywood. I can’t tell the tales of the real people—those memories are lost forever like the people that had them—but can capture some small echo of them, and maybe make people aware of something outside their own timeline.

I’ll leave you with this particularly interesting story, just to point out the more things change the more they stay the same

…In 1935 Barbara Leonard was a bit part actress trying to make a living in Hollywood and get someone to notice her. All changed when her husband found her semi-conscious in the bathtub with the words ‘Last Warning’ written in reverse on her back.

Barbara had previously told the police about two men who had pounced on her, gagged her, and stolen $500 from her. That time, she and her husband got guns and headlines like ‘Gun Warns Gangsters’. Her face was in the papers, she had attention.

The ‘Last Warning’ incident was when the men came back. She said they told her to stop talking. Police never found any motive, since Barbara wasn’t rich, and nor could they figure out why these thugs would write backwards.

Yep, you guessed it. Experts are now pretty sure Barbara wrote the words on her own back, probably with a ruler and an eyeliner pencil. Still it made an interesting photograph. In the end though, it didn’t really give her career the boost she wanted…but it was a good try…

Amazing what people will do—even ordinary people—and that’s a goldmine for writers.

 

Death, Taxes, and PG Holyfield

PG Holyfield - Tesla Ranger…it was so hard to think of a heading for this post—or to write it at all. Even after 2 weeks, it isn’t quite real yet.

Finally, I settled on a title for this post, that is a variant of a short story PG wrote for Scott Sigler. It’s a bizarre, funny, and yet chilling piece of writing. That pretty much sums up the abilities of the man; his writing could take you on that kind of rollercoaster. Have a listen to it here.

If you’re not part of the writing or podcasting communities, then maybe the name PG Holyfield doesn’t ring a bell. Summing up the life of one person in a few short sentences feels like a disservice to the man, but that is what our life whittles down to—at least to strangers.

PG was one of the first wave of podcaster novelists. His podcast fantasy murder mystery, Murder at Avedon Hill was a full cast extravaganza, which I was lucky enough to be part of. He went on to be part of other podcasts, like Beyond the Wall, and the Consumption Podcast.

He was also a fixture at events like DragonCon and Balticon.

Those are all the facts, but he was also a great friend, amazing father, generous writer, and kind man. He had the kind of laid back attitude that somehow made him a solid center of an event. His voice, which we are lucky enough to have thanks to his podcasting work, has the warm, slight drawl of the south, with a hint of gravel to it. His laugh, and even his giggle were just cheering.

Around PG, you got the sense that life was good.

Until his life was taken.

There are many podcasters and writers sharing their stories, a part of the collective gathering of memories that people throughout the generations have done, in order to hold onto what they can of their loved one.

Some are funny. Some are outrageous. Some will break your heart.

I can only tell you mine. I can’t remember when I met PG. I can’t even remember if it was he that asked me to be involved in his podcast or the other way around. All I know for sure is when I asked him to be the part of Auberon King of the Fey, in Chasing the Bard, he was at first wary. His southern drawl, he said was not what he imagined for the King. I told him, that is why I wanted him to do it.

When I got to mix his voice with Tee Morris’ and Chris Lester’s, I always smiled. The boys of Chasing the Bard made magic from my words.

Then I got to meet PG, he was just like his voice. Everything was always easy around him. He pulled you in, made you laugh with his dry observations. You just wanted to hang out with him. He gave the best hugs.

Yes indeed, it is hard to sum someone up when there are so many little moments we snatch from each others lives. Yet the podcasting and writing community is trying to do that for Patrick, assembling some kind of collective memory. I find that amazing and beautiful.

We’re all trying to raise money for the three daughters he left behind. It’s the least we can do as a thank you for the gift of his friendship. You can donate now, but also stay tuned, because the creatives who loved PG are gathering. Keep an eye on this website for details.

For now, I am going to bury myself in writing, and making sense of a world that is hard to understand. And remember PG. Always remember PG.

What a week…

As you probably- or possibly- know I got married last week to my co-author Tee Morris. You’d think that would be enough of a week…

But then we went to Comic Con. See my post for all about that. (Tor.com wrote up this review of the panel I was on Winter is Here)

Then we started to hear whispers about the Airship Awards. Now, after a convention those volunteers who organise it, are usually pretty beat. So when we looked into who had won and found nothing, we weren’t that surprised.

Then the Steampunk Scholar himself, said that we’d won. He was there presenting, but still we managed to hold in the excitement. Then the Airship Ambassador confirmed it.

Yes, Tee and I are now award winning steampunk authors!

The other nominees included The Strange Affair of Spring Heeled Jack (Pyr), Camera Obscura (Angry Robots), and The Half-Made World (Tor). All heavy hitters, all amazing books..so we are beyond ecstatic!

Previous winners of this award include Phil & Kaja Foglio, Alan Moore, and Abney Park. This is an award voted on by the attendees of Steamcon, and that matters a great deal to us. We’ve always said Phoenix Rising is a romp, and we want to make people smile.

Now we feel like we’ve done our job…and that’s a great feeling.

Oh yes, and as part of applying for my change of status here in America I found out I don’t have leprosy! So all in all, a fantastic week!!!

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